The boyfriend and I were going to have sex tomorrow [our first time with each other], but

my parents decided on not going out of town at the last minute. Now I feel bad that I teased him so much - I was expecting to ~*~blow his mind~*~ tomorrow [I only say this cos everyone I’ve had sex with says I’m excellent.. and this may or may not be said with pride yup]. 

I dunno. I’m kind of relieved though, because I’m nervous bringing him here. What if my parents changed their mind, decided to come home early, and caught him with me? I would die. Not just from embarrassment, but also from them killing me. Or, more realistically, them throwing me out of the house…

I dunno. Sex vs being disowned without a penny to my name… scary chances.

But still. I feel like a bad boyfriend… 

@1 month ago
#gay sex