December 2011
Why am I so sexually frustrated? I’m really sick today, and exhausted. It’s just annoying. Perhaps I just want the closeness, the intimacy, their body weight comfortably nestled on top of me protectively. It’s mornings like this where I miss Jarrett.
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
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Dec 29th
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Dec 29th
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Dec 28th
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coffee + shit ton of amaretto.
the coffeeholic and the alcoholic in me are appeased. Love you, Disney and your abundance of alcohol.
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
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thank god for hotels
I masturbated for the first time since the 22nd and then took a long, hot shower for the first time since Christmas eve. I am le happy. Now for a good night’s sleep in a bed instead of the narrow strip of dirty, thin carpet at my aunt’s house.
Dec 28th
Back in Orlando.
Hollywood Studios today! :D
Dec 27th
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my uncle, talking about a strip mall: "this shit...
in his Indian accent. lolwut o__o
Dec 26th
we're all at the ritz in Naples and just being...
ugh makes me so depressed. firstly cos my family [just our nuclear family, everyone else are millionaires] will never be able to dream to afford even a quarter of this. And also this makes me miss Miami so much I just wanna cry. it’s almost cruel >
Dec 25th
Dec 25th
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aunt: "if you need to hire anyone, find some...
Pretty much the entire family reunion. Yaaaay….. =____=;;
Dec 25th
I miss my puppy :(
He also apparently misses us too. He keeps trying to find us and has been sitting in my bed looking all sad, according to my dad. It’s heartbreaking ;__; I miss him so much.
Dec 25th
“An old Punjabi woman slips on ice and cries, ‘Hai...
ROFL *dies* my mother and uncle also loved this XD haha
Dec 25th
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my mother keeps telling me I should date and get a...
=____= and she no longer believes that Amrita is my beard. damn. watch my uncles and aunts will all say the same thing. that or “so we know a girl you could marry”.
Dec 24th
from 10 degrees to 80+
What a shock to my system ! Also it’s so beautifully green! :D Ahhh I missed you, Florida.
Dec 24th
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Dec 24th
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I'm heading off to Ft. Myers tomorrow, and then...
If you need me/want to talk to me, you can always message me on facebook for my number if you’d like. I’m gonna try not to log into tumblr while I’m gone cos a) the app for tumblr sucks on my phone, and b) I want to enjoy my time with my family.  I hope you all have a merry christmas [if you celebrate] and a happy new year! I probably will be doing random text posts/ random...
Dec 24th
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Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
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here's a secret.
I always say I love winter and that I hate summer. And I do love winter, it’s nice for a little while. But I also like summer, I just hate it because I have to wear a lot of clothes cos I’m too fat to wear just a tank and shorts or something. ;_; if I were skinnier, I’d love the summer. I’d love to just be able to go out in a cute tank top and cut offs instead of [at least]...
Dec 22nd
Jesus okay that’s your definition of successful damn no no sex XD no nothing like that. it was all PG. you buncha pervs XD
Dec 22nd
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night was successful :]
Dec 22nd
aaaand they're late, so I'm sitting by myself at...
this is awkward. I’m gonna pretend to be texting someone until they get here.
Dec 22nd
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Dec 22nd
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Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
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I bought some new underwear and my god it is so ridiculously comfortable [and pretty damn cute too]. 
Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
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Dec 20th
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How to give a great handjob
Use your mouth.
Dec 20th
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Dec 19th
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Dec 19th
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Trying to decide what to do for breakfast/lunch.
I think I’m going to fry up some tofu and veggies and put it over brown rice/quinoa. Or maybe I can marinate some and bake it, and then have that with the stir-fried veggies over rice.  Eh. Frying it is easier and quicker. I’m not that great a cook so I can’t think of fun, interesting things to do with my food lol. Whatever I can make, I make it really well. I just don’t...
Dec 19th
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Oh hey, would you look at that.
It’s cold and snowing pretty damn hard.  Guess this means I won’t can’t go to the gym today~ 
Dec 19th
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Dec 19th
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I absolutely love when exes who previously didn’t give a rat’s ass if you were dead or alive and left you in a horrible situation all of a sudden start “caring” again. What a load of utter bullcrap. Fuck you.
Dec 19th
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Dec 19th
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Organic Chemistry I - "B+" final grade.
Dec 17th
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Dec 17th
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he's 30 minutes late.
are you fcking kidding me.
Dec 16th
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Dec 16th
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Dec 16th
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Dec 16th
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my first ex, chris, is -legitimately- engaged.
He’s barely 18. And I’m surprised he went after someone so similar to.. my type Slow down, crazy. Slow down. 
Dec 16th
I just made like.. *the* best stir fry/noodle...
Scrambled tofu + broccoli + cauliflower + vegan chicken tenders with these delicious, very special dried chinese mushrooms and some thin noodles and a bunch of yummy spices ugh. So delicious.  I couldn’t stop eating it. Neither could my dad.  I am finally getting better at cooking. I can now find a good Indian husband :3 
Dec 16th
I am so out of shape ;__;
I was supposed to be doing a half marathon in February and now look at me, running a mile is super difficult. ugh. how embarrassing. makes me not want to try to jog anymore ;_;
Dec 15th