January 2012
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god I just love saying “bless his/her heart” when I’m being bitchy/when I’m annoyed with someone.
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Bless his heart, my professor thinks Hoffman’s Conservation of Orbital Symmetry mechanistic approach to electrocyclic reactions is beautiful.
Let me tell you something. It’s not. It’s just really confusing. Sometimes I feel like most of ochem is old men pulling random shit out of their asses.
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“outline a synthesis of endo-4-nitrobicyclo[2.2.1]hept-2-ene from cyclopentanol”
no. I will not. fuck you.
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I bought a new chain for my chand* cos my last one broke. I am extremely happy right now, you have no idea. I haven’t worn my chand in days, almost a week and I felt naked without it :/ But I am so happy that I have a new chain so I can wear it again.
*my chand [my “moon”] is a pendant that I have been pretty much continuously wearing since I was 6 or 7 years old. It was...
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I’m sorry but I really can’t get over how awestruck I am every time I listen to Liszt or Rachmaninov. I just. I can’t.
I feel so inadequate. My life seems to be banal mediocrity at best.
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I miss learning new languages.
It’s been so long since I’ve tried to become fluent in another language, it’s sad. I want to pick up Korean from where I left off, but I dunno.
It’s so difficult learning a language completely on your own when you have nobody to practice/speak with. I just. Bleh. I wish I could just take a hundred different langugage courses, and then I’d be happy. Sadly,...
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future-timelines:
The Wiki
2035 - A research group in Wales create bacteria in the lab that form crystals which resonate with radio frequency.
2041 - The same group demonstrates that they can modify a percentage of the glia in a mouse brain to resonate with RF, opening up the possibility for biological radio receivers. These glia are dubbed “radiocytes”
2043 - Examining data, the...
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bitchy shit my dad says about people on indian tv:
dad: She looks like someone squished her head in between two bricks. And her hair doesn’t help her at all.. was there nobody else to hire than this raccoon?
my dad sometimes acts more stereotypically gay than I do, damn.
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watching an Indian show with the parents.
it’s talking about honour killing and its absolutely sickening. like its making my blood boil. I just don’t get it. and my dad is like, “calm down. it makes sense. you’re just being closed-minded”. how… am I supposed to be like, “slaughtering of large groups is cool and okay cos it deals with ~*~honour~*~” how barbaric
I’m just. infuriated...
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le bf and I got.. uh. pretty busy in an empty...
Not completely busy, but still.
Heh. Sorry, UNM.
Bah.
I am so tired of being fat. That’s it, no more food. If I’m already fatigued and have next to no energy, then why the hell am I eating to begin with?
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phredology:
How come there’s an Earth day but not a Mars day? Mars is a planet too. Pluto can be a planet if it identifies as one. Planets are just social constructs anyways. Check your planetary privilege, Earthlings.
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Great. Now I have an incredibly intense craving...
Butter naan + butter paneer mmmm
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Ran into my ex first thing in the morning.
I just realized that the last few people I dated were gingers. I’m pretty sure it’s not a fetish… Kasie halp I’m addicted to gingers.
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My mother is so... ugh just want to rip my face...
I swear to god, that woman just… I don’t know what is her problem.
now that I’ve got someone to kiss I should get better chapstick. my medicated cherry one just ain’t cuttin’ it.
I'm really tired. Still sick and just completely...
But I’m also incredibly horny. It’s very conflicting. On one hand I want to take a nap for a few days, and on the other I want to get fucked really hard.
It’s weird.
I miss reading regularly.
Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like if I lived in the book’s setting. For example, right now I’m wondering how Troy and I would live in Tolstoy’s Russia.
It’s an interesting thought. I do this for almost anything I read. And then I rue today’s society.
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I'm scared to bring him over.
Even if they leave, which apparently now they might.
I’m paranoid, I guess. But I don’t want to be completely disowned and lose my parents just over some sex.
The thought of him being here and my parents catching us is enough to make me start hyperventilating a bit o_o
not normal, I guess. And I feel like an absolutely horrible boyfriend.
guh. I’m a horrible boyfriend...
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The boyfriend and I were going to have sex...
my parents decided on not going out of town at the last minute. Now I feel bad that I teased him so much - I was expecting to ~*~blow his mind~*~ tomorrow [I only say this cos everyone I’ve had sex with says I’m excellent.. and this may or may not be said with pride yup].
I dunno. I’m kind of relieved though, because I’m nervous bringing him here. What if my parents...